The fruit of trust

Author: Red.

The prayer healed me: I lost my constant feeling of inferiority

Sometimes suffering is needed for us to reset our lives, look at it differently and to start living anew.

I am 28 years old. My life had always been the life of a typical young person: parties, visiting friends, sometimes a calming drink of alcohol for problems. On top of this a never-ending race at work and at home…

I come from a broken family – my father left us and married another woman. Nevertheless I graduated from a prestige university and I found a job. I got married. I didn’t want to copy the picture of my family home which lacked love and mutual respect. However, the stigma of the past burdened my soul.

I had a lowered self-esteem and I continually felt worse than others. I felt some sort of inner emptiness. Partly, I was blaming God for my family’s situation.

I attended church, but I didn’t experience my faith in God like other believers. From my side it was only the superficial fulfilling of a duty. Deep in my soul I was far away from God…

A year ago I started thinking about my faith and life. I had a good job and a wonderful husband, but somehow I felt some emptiness… I started to desire some change in my life – to get closer to God. I got scared with my superficial spiritual life. I got scared that I would lose eternity. I was very scared of death and that I would be condemned. There was something that wouldn’t allow me to get loser to God, some insurmountable barrier…

Last year it turned out that we could not have children due to my husband’s weak semen. We were extremely shocked. We started treatment … Of course, the doctor suggested in vitro or a miracle. I chose a miracle … I knew that there were other, innovative methods of treatments, for example NaPro Technology.

This is when a friend told me that there is the 54 Day Miracle Rosary Novena, irresistible for Mary. I started reading about it on the internet webpage. I reached for the rosary …

In total, last year I prayed four 54 Day Miracle Rosary Novenas to our Lady.

After several days of praying the first one, I experienced the presence of Mary in my life. I felt safe and convinced of the intercession of The Queen of the Holy Rosary. I could feel how my faith was beginning to make sense. Meditation and reflection with a daily rosary have changed my spiritual life. I began taking part in the Mass spiritually.

The prayer healed me: I lost my constant feeling of inferiority. Over time praying the rosary helped me receive our suffering. I became humble. I have put my trust in God and I agree with His plans. I have understood that God can have a different plan for me. I haven’t become pregnant, but I have a deep inner conviction that it will happen when the right time comes. The results have improved a lot, at the moment a natural conception is possible.

I didn’t want to copy the picture of my family home which lacked love and mutual respect.

The 54 Day Miracle Rosary Novena has changed my life – since then it has become worthy. Sometimes suffering is needed for us to reset our lives, look at it differently and to start living anew – as in my case – with God. The rosary has become the most important part of my life. I carry it everywhere and pray it every day, at least one part or one decade in the intention of my relatives or people who are hostile towards me. I notice that aversion towards my person has disappeared. I stopped fearing death; irrespective of this, whenever I leave this world, I am ready.

I have discovered how important confession is. I have understood its sense and how important it is for us to cleanse ourselves from sin and receive penance so that God can forgive our sins on earth.

Recently I have started praying in the intention of the souls in purgatory, because I came to understand how vital it is for them. I feel the urge to help them, because they expect prayer from people.

I need the rosary prayer like the air. It is a great strength which penetrates man, without which it is impossible to live.

I have noticed how many graces me and my family have received from Mary. We continue to receive them. You only need to open yourself to God and invite Him into your life. To trust. My life has changed, today I am happy.

Mary intercedes for us, whenever we desire her help. She is waiting for me, for you, for us … You only need to reach for the rosary, and you will see how great in God’s Mercy is His love to people. It is never too late to change your life …

Mary will intercede for everyone in need, she will lead them to Jesus and will ask for His grace of salvation. She promised St Dominic: “He who prays the rosary, will be saved.” Trust Her – it is worth it!

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